I made it through the sickness. My body and I wouldnt have succumb to such a feat. Still here though..stuck. Havent moved at all in a long time. Another christmas going by, I remember each of the past ones, I remember the chances I missed due to stupidity. I doubt this one will be any different. The families thinnin...Im about the only one left. I know what I have to do though, I can do it..it will just take time. Ive had a dream ever since I was a little boy. Im not going to let myself down. I may not be the smartest man, or the strongest mother fucker, but I have determination, I havent strayed from the path in 10 years. It wont be easy...in fact I really dont know if Ill come back alive, but I couldnt live with myself if I didnt try. Some things are just meant to be.
Still kickin - fastaslight244
21 December 2007 @ 09:55 pm